Ah Ling's blog.

And so it happened yesterday and today.

(Btw, yam blogging now since I am on leave today, yay! But tomorrow I still have to work..=( )


Tell me, how can a pair of shoes which I love so much PLUS my new bra which I <33 so much as well bring all this 'suay'?


I'll explain later, p'raps.

Now I'm not really in the best of moods.


P.S: At least I had time to go pick up my new 'baby', and it makes me feel a bit better. More later.

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*said in an extremely manja voice* Sayanggggg....I want coloured eyes...Bah. Let me go make hopeful mata bersinar-sinar at someone first hor.

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I digress.

Somehow, it seems like ages since I've held my 'baby' in my arms and fondled it.





I meant my camera-lah, wtf.

Would you believe I was too knackered till I was actually at the person who borrowed it from me punya house and yet I forgot to take it back?
Yup. As a matter of fact, it did happen yesterday. *Sigh* Getting old already but I still don't want to believe it, but I don't care, I am still 18 which means that I'm legally old enough to smoke, have sex (yes!) and drive.


Been wanting to take a picca of my parents' bday present to me, but since the camera is not around, I might as well just blog about it here hor, before the watch goes out of style.

And yes, it is a watch. Finally I got my Tag Heuer. The mother came back with FOUR Taggies in fact, wtf.

On another issue, emotionally, I've been on one heck of a totally unanticipated ride. Tried to blog about it a few days ago in fact, but my damn cipet Internet has been giving me problems. Broadband my freakin' uneven-tanned ass!!


Actually all I wanted to blog about was this :


"I hate falling in love. It's always painful for me."


But thank God I couldn't at that time, or else I would prolly not be blogging now. Heh.



P.S: Went on a flower buying spree in Ikea wtf. Don can give testament to that. In fact, when I was driving home, it felt to me that the overpowering scent of flowers just made my car smell like a funeral parlour, wtf.

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Or most importantly, of how things will not turn out to be (hopefully!) if I can help it.


It doesn't pain me to talk about this anymore. As a matter of fact, when m last relationship ended all I felt was this numbness, which was quite surprising. Even my dearest mother was quite worried that I was devoid of emotions, to the extent that she kept asking me everyday how I felt about the whole situation.

Honestly, it hurts so bad the first time around shite happens in a relationship to the point I was contemplating doing stupid stuff. It hurts even more since you expected the relationship to last.Forever.

After it happens too many times, you start to wonder how much you are worth to the other person. And drawing your own conclusions from your 'analysis' hurts, but in the end, the analysis is often correct and then it hurts again.

Not trying to sound bitter here, but after getting 'burnt', sometimes you just couldn't be arsed anymore and start looking for a way out.

I think you must have realized by reading this blog that I don't talk about the penguinex-boyfriend anymore. Yup, obviously you must have drawn your own conclusions from that, and well, your conclusions have been correct.

But anyhow, I'm not feeling at all nostalgic tonight, but I am still going to post some pictures taken before the break-up because I think I look pretty in them *ehemehem*.



Right before my mum's birthday dinner:





Okay, blogger is being all pissy tonight prolly this is its way of ignoring me.Bloody hell.

Too bad then, gotta wait for the next time I get into the spirit of blogging.

Tomorrow night sees my colleagues & I going for a 'Ratro Party'. Yup. Not RETro, RATro. Year of the Rat is coming mar.



xoxo,
ah ling


P.S: Life is good, no matter what they say. You only live once. No regrets :0)

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Posted by Ah Ling at 11:19 PM | Permalink | Comments

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Darn. Who says you can't be stylish on a budget?

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Yes, I said the word "like".



Even to the point of daresay I, love.



One of the best cappuccinos I've ever tasted. Bloody pricey as well.



You see, I've been doing some pondering as well as much musing and thinking about the way things were, things are now and how things could be like.

And I would have to say that I'd like it to be as it is for now, and I'd like to think that you would like things to be that way as well in this point of time. No point in stirring things up and complicating matters. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.


For now, my soul-searching continues.



Taken @ Angel Castle, Rome.




xoxo,
the girl who is much grateful for your drama-inducing existence in her otherwise mundane life




P.S: I know this has absolutely nothing to do with whatever I wrote above, however, after searching through my photos of Rome I decided to post about this :


After wondering how come the steps in the Pavilions KL look so familiar, and later on reading about the 'Spanish Steps' inspired design, I found a pix which I took in Rome.



The original Spanish Steps in Rome.

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Posted by Ah Ling at 12:47 AM | Permalink | Comments

And I'm not just talking about the odds in relationships here, honey.


To be more specific, I am actually referring to getting to know the odds of you winning (or losing for that matter!) in online casinos. Thank god for the better things in life like casino reviews which are designed and carried out to help people like you (and me) spend our time on other things which matter more rather than carry out the extremely time-consuming tasks of filtering through more than thousands of online casinos to find the best ones. In fact, you get a really detailed review which comprises of many factors such as the bonuses as well as the game experience which is offered by each casino.

Ultimately, I am sure the reviews will be instrumental in helping you determine which online casino as well as the casino game such as slots, blackjack or poker(!) you should be playing. With the casino reviews in hand, this helps a lot by ensuring that you start off with the odds in your favour.

So, there is a way to get to know the odds a little better and you can make it happen for yourself.

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Posted by Ah Ling at 11:43 PM | Permalink | Comments

and annoyed.

Nah. Today started off really badly, and as the day progressed, things just got really shitty for me, to the point where I nearly cried today.

But hey, as one of my colleagues and Don advised me, things can only get better and that I should smile and bear it.

Today is almost over, and I guess the day didn't end on a sour note.



xoxo,
ah ling

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Posted by Ah Ling at 9:48 PM | Permalink | Comments

Really.

Thanks everyone who called/texted me. Even received some calls from overseas, but unfortunately, I didn't hear my phone at that time and by the time I checked my phone, it was too late. So to the person who called me from outstation, if you happen to be reading this, I'd like to say that I'm so sorry, but I still appreciate your gesture, even though I'm not sure who you are exactly.

And thanks so much for all the presents, cake, love, etc. *hwugs*

It's fun being 18 even if I have been 18 for the past 5 years. Heee...^_^



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I know, I am supposed to post poodle pictures but I cannot for the life of me find my memory card reader wtf. So wait a while more loh hor...


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Have been thinking about a certain issue for a while, and I've been thinking that if I were the one in that particular situation instead of YOU, I know I'd be feeling really sad. But what I've been wondering is whether YOU would be doing things the way that I am now if YOU were in my position?

Haih. Ah ling, ah ling, you think too goddamn much.


Isn't life melancholic in certain ways?


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So far things have been going good this year, not withstanding the fact that we are only 6 days into the new year, but nevertheless, I'd take it as a good sign =) Hope everything has been going great for the rest of you.




xoxo,
ah ling

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Posted by Ah Ling at 12:51 AM | Permalink | Comments

Yeah lar, great to know that it adds to the already long list of porn available. Sorry to add that I am not going to add the task of searching for the particular sex DVD to my list of things to be done this year.


I digress.


My first post of the year and 'skandal seks' menjadi topiknya. Nah. I wanted to talk about something else more interesting, like poodles. Unfortunately I am not using my laptop now so wait for the next post on 3 poodles which ah Don gave me yesterday.


Me is outta here for now.



xoxo,
ah ling



P.S: The game is such that if you want to play, be sure that you do not get caught. Go figure.

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