Decisions are difficult.
I don't want. I want. But I don't want. No.Yes.No.Yes. *sigh*
Imagine me plucking a flower's petals and throwing them one by one while chanting "Yes" or "No" with every petal that I throw. And then doing it all over again because I didn't want it to end with a "No". *sigh*
My friends have told me that it is a decision to make on my own because I'm old enough to make such decisions like these on my own. I guess I should. But should I? I mean it's not hurting anyone right? RIGHT? All of a sudden I feel so manipulative and like a total slag.
Whatever happened to my principles?!?!