this was taken
from Zuzka's journal . It's the lyrics to a song that her friend wrote for Zuzka while thinking of Zuzka and her late boyfriend.
Where have you gone
I can't see you anymore
Your laugh is just a memory
Linked with a time when things were ok
And I think that they lied
When they said it gets better with time
Because all I can do
Is sit and think of you
Oh how it hurts
Oh how I cry
Oh how I live the lie
By getting out of bed everyday
I can feel you leaving me
and I'm trying to hold on
By keeping you firmly in my thoughts
where have you gone?
And I don't want to let you down by forgetting
It's so hard to let you go
The fact that you're not with me everyday
Breaks my heart again and again and again and again and again
Oh how it hurts
Oh how I cry
Oh how I live the lie
By getting out of bed everyday
-Aoife McElwain-
Damnit, it's so heart-jerking.
Where have you gone
I can't see you anymore
Your laugh is just a memory
Linked with a time when things were ok
And I think that they lied
When they said it gets better with time
Because all I can do
Is sit and think of you
Oh how it hurts
Oh how I cry
Oh how I live the lie
By getting out of bed everyday
I can feel you leaving me
and I'm trying to hold on
By keeping you firmly in my thoughts
where have you gone?
And I don't want to let you down by forgetting
It's so hard to let you go
The fact that you're not with me everyday
Breaks my heart again and again and again and again and again
Oh how it hurts
Oh how I cry
Oh how I live the lie
By getting out of bed everyday
-Aoife McElwain-
Damnit, it's so heart-jerking.